El Hazard is the property of AIC and Pioneer LDC. The author only owns the writing and the characters that he himself creates. Rock and Redemption Part 16: Roshtaria Shayla was the first one down into the room quickly followed by the others. Hiashi was still mumbling and didn't move. Riho was exhausted from the fight and sat at his feet, concerned about his master. Shayla ran over and embraced him. "I'm sorry. I should have went with you." she whispered. If Hiashi was aware of her, he didn't acknowledge it. He just stared blankly forward repeating the same sentences. Shayla tried feeding his healing ability with her own power. The instant she started, sparks flew. She was forced back and fell over in surprise. "What happened?" she said. "Bad stone men hurt 'ashi. Riho try to do best." Riho said. "Bad stone men?" Shayla repeated. She pick up a piece of the statues, a face somewhat undamaged. She handed it to Fuji acting on a hunch. "Yep, it's that bastard of a father. Kazusa must have made these statues to get him. But how did Kazusa find out about his father?" "I'll ask him after I eject him from Afura." Shayla said getting up. Again she tried to feed Hiashi's healing ability, and again sparks flew. He responded this time, slightly, looking at the spot she touched wondering why it didn't work. Bringing his right arm up, he examined the Lamp. Power flowed along the circuitry, a glowing indicator vertically grew and shrank like a heartbeat. With a turn of a knob at the back of the bracelet, the Lamp turned off. He offered a hand to Shayla and looked at her as if he barely recognized who she was. She took his hand and his injuries were healed. "So wearing an active Lamp interferes with his power. Guess it's to keep him from healing himself." Makoto said. "Hiashi, let's go home." Shayla suggested tugging him along. The trip back seemed longer than before. Jinnai and his followers retreated, but Londs insisted on keeping watch. Most of the group was on the deck. Alliele was piloting the ship. Shayla walked up from below looking defeated. "No change?" Miz asked answering her own question. "He just sits there. Acting as if no one else is around. All he ever says is 'I killed him, again' and 'never again'. I can't snap him out of it." she said frustrated throwing her hands up. "Think about what he's been through. He was forced to face his worst fear. Confront the past he thought he left behind." Fujisawa said. "Exactly! He blasted those statues to rubble with the Lamp of Rock. No training or instructions, just boom. I'd say that counts as a win on his part." "Win or lose, it doesn't matter in some cases. Even the act can be painful. It's not his Father, but his conscience." Ifurita said, "Through the endless nights I also tortured myself over what I had been forced to do. No matter how I tried to justify what I did, to convince myself someone else made me cause mass destruction, nothing worked. I still felt guilty. That's how he feels now. He feels the blame of having to destroy Kazusa's recreations of his father. Now it is compounded by their attacks which have multiplied his feeling of helplessness and shame." "Sister Shayla," Alliele began nervously, "I think it might kinda help if I went down with you to sorta talk to him again." "All right kiddo. Grab a flask and let's go." Shayla said hefting a wine jug. "You're not going to get him drunk are you? He's underage!" Fujisawa said. "Will you lay off? This ain't Japan you know. I'm only going to use it to loosen his tongue and talk to me. Like the old saying goes, 'flowing wine helps the truth to flow likewise' or something like that." she said going back down with a plan and a helper. "He buddy, just went top side for some drinks. Thought you must be thirsty." Shayla said pouring a cup for Hiashi then herself then Alliele. "Thanks." Hiashi said in a monotone voice. He sniffed it. "Wine." "Yep. Some of the best the palace has to offer. Drink up." Shayla returned swallowing some herself. "Father drank. A lot." he said staring at his reflection in the goblet. "Ahhh we won't let you get too drunk. Right Alliele?" Alliele nodded. "He was really bad wasn't he?" she asked. "Yes. And I killed him. Twice." "Hey, woah, time out. You said that before, but you never told me how you think you killed him. The first time I mean." "He said someone murdered him when he was looking for me." "So why was he looking for you?" Shayla coaxed. "He wanted to ... kill me." "And you feel bad because of that?! The bastard probably just pissed off some nut and got himself killed. Or got stinking drunk and waltzed in front of an airbarge or whatever you have in Japan. It doesn't make sense. If his ghost followed you here, why did he make himself known now? Think about it, Hiashi. Kazusa has power over rock. Statues of your father attacked you. Put two and two together. You are not responsible. You can't kill something that's not alive. Kazusa used those statues to get to you. Don't let him win." Shayla pleaded holding his free hand. Hiashi looked at his goblet and drained it at once. He held it out for more which Shayla was happy to fill. The gloom was still there, but he didn't look as depressed. "Does it ever end? Will what happened to you happen to me whenever Fatora shows up?" Alliele whispered. The whisper was heard and the other two stiffened in response. This was the secret Hiashi was keeping from me, Shayla realized. She felt pity for Alliele and understanding of Hiashi's secrecy. He had a different reason. She reminded him he had a duty, a promise to protect her from her tormentor. He searched for the right words. "Yesterday, I would have said, yes definitely, it would end. But now I can only hope it will." Hiashi and Alliele raised their goblets in unison in cheers and emptied them. "Why don't you move back to your folks? If we let Rune know what's going on, she'll keep a tight reign on Fatora." Shayla suggested. "I don't know if I'm ready to leave." "I wasn't ready to leave either. When I did I was so desperate I didn't care where I went." Hiashi half-said, half-remembered. He looked at Alliele and said, "If you stay with her, you WILL end up like me. Don't let her win." Shayla smiled inwardly knowing she helped him. Hiashi seemed almost back to normal. There was still something off, not quite right. Alliele was definitely better and went off to take her station leaving Shayla and Hiashi alone. She moved closer and said, "I'm sorry I wasn't there when you really needed me." "There was nothing you could have done." he replied. His tone was meant to comfort, but sounded defeated. She decided not to argue the point. She tried to change the subject, telling him about some of the places El-Hazard had to offer. Then she went on about her childhood in the Elemental schools and her rivalry with Afura. Shayla described at length about who Afura really was. "When this is all over, I don't want you being paranoid about her." she justified. For the most part, Hiashi didn't talk much. Mostly he gave his opinions about the places Shayla described where he generally said either 'sounds like a tourist trap' or 'we'll have to go there sometime'. Usually he just sat there and listened and occasionally refilled their goblets, hers more often than his. Then she did something he didn't expect, she refused more of the wine. "I know my limits. Any more and I'll embarrass myself." Hiashi was amazed. He knew she liked to drink, it was the one thing he didn't like about her. But knowing and respecting your limits put things in a whole new perspective. She had control over herself, didn't let it take over. Maybe he could find some of that for himself so he won't have to worry about losing control like Father. "So you've traveled a lot? I wasn't able to do much. School trips, the occasional outing with the sci-fi club, those six sky diving lessons I won last year. Father was firm against us traveling as if we were serfs. I think I've seen more of El-Hazard than of Japan." he said as the alcohol began to take effect. Shayla gave him one last glass to empty. This was the part she was waiting for, when he'd open up to her and hopefully also feel better for it. "I felt like Father denied myself so much. He rarely let me go outside of Shinonome because he didn't want me running off with people outside my 'social class'. He didn't like history, just lived it, his version of it. Everything was set in stone for all time. On those few days we had meals together, it was the same thing for that day of the week. He actually believed being in a rut was things were meant to be. So when I was moved out of that, by choice or otherwise, he'd get violent. If he ever found out about my being president of the sci-fi club I bet his head would explode. Not only was it new and intellectual, by his standards anyway, but I also had a position which put me far above where a lowly peasant's son should be. Mom and I had to intercept his mail and calls to keep him from finding out. Once the club was going down to Tokyo for a film festival and convention, but I couldn't go. He found out and thought the club invited me along and gave me such a thrashing I couldn't show my face to anyone for a week. He's why I started reading science fiction in the first place. "You know the first real novel I read, When Worlds Collide. Earth gets destroyed by a passing planet. For weeks I dreamed about being on the ship which escaped. Watching as Father gets obliterated from the universe. Every book or show was another dream without him, another way to freedom. Sneaking onboard an alien starcraft. A masked hero catching Father in the act. Some giant monster squashes the factory Father works at burying him under tons of rubble. Those hopes haunted my dreams and wouldn't let me give up. Well the dream has come true and he's still here. "What I did in the cave was only the first step. He'll come again and again. But I'll stop him and I'll keep stopping him until he's gone forever." he finished, running his fingers along the Lamp of Rock. "But you know Kazusa made those things. Somehow he found out about your Father and he's trying to get to you." Shayla insisted. "One ghost can more easily find another. They're working together. Kazusa provides the means, Father provides the drive." "Rhyna thought Afura and Kazusa were working together too. Do you believe that?" she challenged. "No, but a ghost can't possess another ghost. Both hate me. It makes perfect sense that they work together." "Don't get paranoid. I'm sure there's a logical explanation for it. Doesn't that sci-fi of yours give you any other ideas?" "All I can think of are those American Twilight Zone episodes where a person who's running from his mistakes winds up being haunted by them forever. There's one where this guy in serious debt goes to another dimension and gets far worse problems. Oh what have I done to myself? I shouldn't have jumped into that portal." he finished drawing his knees to his chest. "Hey, what about me? What about us? Look me in the eye and say you regret us meeting. Or poor Alliele. What do you think would have happened to her without you? All right, so you got a psycho ghost after you. At least now you've got friends who will help. Did you have that back home? The rest of us faced worse things and lived and we'll live through this one too. What if you didn't come here? If you're right, then your father would have found you sooner and people would think you're crazy. At least here with me you have a chance." "Thank you, Shayla." he said smiling slightly. "Sometimes I forget what I have sometimes. I do have to admit these problems are a bit more interesting than before. At least they're easier to talk about in public. " Londs cautiously walked down the short flight of stairs, "Excuse me. We are about to reach Floristica. Lady Alliele has requested you go with her when she talks with Princess Rune. Priestess Shayla, it has been an honor to fight along side of you. I hope you and Hiashi will be happy together." "You sound like you're leaving Londs." Hiashi observed. "... I am. Alliele told me about her situation. She did not want you to feel that you had to constantly protect with her, not with your own life. She has decided to return home and I will go with her to return to my previous job as captain of the guard at Castle Relryle. Hopefully this will ease the diplomatic tension." "Diplomatic tension?" "Alliele is part of the Relryle family. They rule a good-sized country on Roshtaria's southeast border. Roshtaria and Relryle have been close allies for decades. Alliele and Fatora getting together was something like a diplomatic marriage, a way to strengthen the bond between the two countries. But Fatora's treatment and Alliele returning home, well that's obviously not going to go over well with her parents. Something big's going to happen because of this." Shayla explained. "So what's going to happen to Fatora?" Hiashi asked. "I fear there is very little we can do legally. She is of royal birth. At least she has no legal power to keep Alliele her. Fatora's fate will be in Rune's hands. The situation is a bit more complex since it takes two Princesses to control the Eye of God." said Londs. "So we gotta keep the little bitch happy or she won't cooperate the next time we need the Eye." Shayla muttered. "Well Nanami said you supervised Makoto when he was in the Eye. Could he fix it so only one Princess is needed? Maybe he can take Fatora's place with his power?" "He never looked into that. He did manage to repair the controls. Those blue bastards really did a number on it. At first Makoto thought it was permanently damaged. It might not be able to fire again anyway." Shayla said. "I spoke with the boy about the Eye. He said it is repaired. It was a necessary part of returning Ifurita here. Having two Princesses was apparently a safety device to keep one Princess from going mad with power. But he said with his power, he should be able to replace Fatora if need be." "Bet he wasn't too happy about that. He hated it enough having to impersonate Fatora once." Shayla snickered. One of the guards called Londs topside as they entered port. The meeting with Rune went pretty much as expected. She heard from Alliele first. Then from Fujisawa, whose teacher training included things like this. Finally from Hiashi who had to relive some of his own horrors as he tried to put into words about how it affects a person and agreed with Alliele the best thing for her would be to return home. Rune then heard Fatora's side of things. Fatora was her usual self, royally pissed about the charges against her. Her defense and behavior only strengthened the case against her. While Rune was deciding a verdict, she met with her advisors and Makoto about the possible consequences. Makoto was there mostly to inform her about the Eye of God and what could be done if it was needed again. Realizing the greater good, Makoto swallowed his pride and promised he would take Fatora's place if necessary. He was certain he could do it considering he had already generated one portal by himself. Still it was not easy for Rune to give a judgement against her own flesh and blood. But it had to be done. She reminded Fatora of her royal obligations and how she failed to live up to them. Rune was in tears when she recited her verdict. Alliele would be allowed to go home with a formal apology from Roshtaria. Fatora would be denied any contact with her or any of Alliele's family for as long as Alliele saw fit. Also Fatora was to be under the care of Floristica's medical psychologists and subject to their recommendations. Until she was declared sane and no longer a threat to anyone, Fatora was stripped of her rank and position. Alliele and Londs left soon after the verdict was released and Fatora taken away. Fatora fought against the guards with every step. Alliele herself was scared, worried, and confused. It wasn't just because of Fatora, she was worried about her future. Leaving Fatora also meant leaving her other friends. Sure, they promised to visit but it wouldn't be the same. Still her spirits rose somewhat before she climbed into the aircar and left. Hiashi managed to smuggle a short note in her bag before she left. She discovered it after returning to her old bedroom back home. "Remember, with real friends you'll never be alone. Siblings forever. Hiashi." Shayla dragged Hiashi into a private minor celebration that night. He managed to lose some of his fear and aversion to alcohol. He still didn't drink as much as Shayla, but she knew how to handle it better. She tried to teach him patan, but he wasn't very impressed by it. He said it seemed too simple. Throw a card, turn the other one over. Worst part about it, he was right. She got him to play a set of ten rounds just to try it out and he won eight. His card throwing technique was unorthodox, learned from countless collectable card games. The psychological effect of blowing opposing cards away helped his game a lot. He tried to teach it to her but the skill was self taught and the flask of wine didn't help either. After only an hour of light drinking, talking, and patan, Hiashi had enough. Shayla half-led, half-dragged Hiashi to his room and dumped him in his bed. He fell asleep instantly. Shayla collapsed in a chair and watched him for a moment before falling asleep herself. Shortly before dawn, the night chill stirred her from her sleep. Tired eyes were drawn to the bed where Hiashi was fighting his mind. He was in the middle of a nightmare, tossing in bed muttering feeble protests and soft cries for help from an imagined attack from his father and Kazusa. Shayla said his name trying to wake him. Instead they only modified his dream. Now Shayla was also being threatened in the dream. His mumblings turned to attempts to protect her. Shayla was touched. Again she tried to disrupt the dream, shouting his name, clapping near his ears, anything short of physically striking him. But all it did was make the nightmare worse. Claps became thunder in a terrible storm. A gentle shake transformed into a violent thrashing. A chilled wine flask against the cheek was a cold winter gale. Even trying to utilize his healing ability failed. Changing tactics, she kissed his forehead. The nightmare stopped, the mind was at peace. Now Shayla was the one who was angry. Despite his brave front, the man she loved lived in terror of Kazusa. She was convinced somehow Kazusa was completely responsible for Hiashi's Father's appearance. Destroy him and Hiashi's nightmare will end. She wrote him a short note, grabbed her tracker and left as the first streaks of dawn appeared on the horizon.